why can't this stop happening to me
what am i doing wrong
how did i screw up this time


surprisei'm surprised that i don't have little valleys in my cheeks created by the river of tears that flow down themsurprise


self conversation 3i've never been able to stop thinking, wondering, why i just wasn't enoughself conversation 3
I feel like i sound like every other broken hearted teenage girl on the universe, mourning things that could have been, ghosts of reality.
i've always believed in happiness as a reason to be around to see the stars and feel the wind blow through my hair, feel the world play at my nerves the way you tease the keys of the piano
i never let you complete my world the way girls do, i knew it would end eventually and i was just trying to save myself, but apparently this distance can hurt j


fuckyou once told me swears were dumb, that they took away your vocabulary, your creativity.fuck
instead of dealing with the situation at hand, i swore, dodging the problem like a wild rabbit defies capture.
you always seemed to be right, like the answer key that i never got a hold of, locked tightly in the teacher's desk drawer
i still swear, and it doesn't help that you're gone
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~ Spread your wings and fly; not in a flock.
But towards the sun.
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desireeee~
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There are no victories in all our histories without love
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desireeee~
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Member of the following clubs =sunsets *Scapes-club *waterscapes-club
*natures-beauty-club
We often miss the small things in life as we rush through the day doing whatever we need to do to survive in this hectic world.
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desireeee~
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desireeee~
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"Hey you, with you ear against the wall
Waiting for someone to call out
Would you touch me?"
- Roger Waters
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